Life in God's eyes are so simple. This whole world is so simple, but alas we complicate it. Trust in God we are commanded to do and yet we stumble and go our own way. We always feel that this is our last chance, this is the end of our rope...but again we continue on and regain strength we thought we never had. I don't understand why I can understand now but not later. In the heat of the moment or when time flies we lose our sense of purpose. We find ourselves saying, "If only this... and if only that..." and yet it doesn't matter. Through this whole argument I lose my will to win it and see that in either case it doesn't matter. It's just another thought that has been thoguth before and which will be just forgotten in another moment or in the many moments of time that await me.